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Joe's avatar

It raises questions and just makes me think. This is a good thing. Maybe some priorities adjustment.

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Geoffrey Gevalt's avatar

Thanks, Joe. I appreciate that you read ... and commented.

Be well.

gg

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Dave Mead's avatar

Thank you for articulating so much of what I think about. I do try to look forward as much as behind but I’m not sure I’m successful. And I try not to acknowledge the physical decline but that becomes harder with the passing of time. In particular, the last two lines are the crux of the matter, we do not wish to relinquish control. Thank you for sharing, Geoffrey.

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Geoffrey Gevalt's avatar

David, thanks so much for taking the time to read my piece and to comment. I greatly appreciate that. And I appreciate that you have a special understanding of what I wrote about.

Be well. Keep movin'

gg

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Michelle Ray's avatar

This poem, the cadence, the language, the authentic truth shining like that penny, reminds me so much of the Frost poem, Birches, also a beauty of a meditation on death. Good choice to narrate it. Your reading adds intimacy and reinforces the tension between the ordinary and the existential. I feel like that is the line Frost walked and you’re right there with him.

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Geoffrey Gevalt's avatar

Michelle. I honestly don’t know what to say. Just … what an honor you have given me. Deep thanks for reading, and for leaving me such a glorious reaction, given in kindness and thought.

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Michelle Ray's avatar

You’re welcome! It’s hard to make colloquial language poetic, but you’ve managed, and I think that is what really spoke to me… and reminded me of Frost.

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Ceci Miller's avatar

Beautiful, brave piece. You took me so many places, all of them palpably genuine. Thank you for bringing this lovely writing out of your fears.

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Geoffrey Gevalt's avatar

Thank you so much. I hesitated about sharing this, but my faith in this community has grown and has given me courage to share more personal writing.

So happy you read the piece and shared your reactions.

Peace,

gg

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Deborah Kirk's avatar

I especially appreciate listening to this, hearing your voice in two ways. I hope we are given time to come to peace with death, our own coming death. That this may be part of the intended journey of our later years, to savor the aching sweetness of all life, of nature and to cherish it all the more.

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Geoffrey Gevalt's avatar

It is, I’m sure, part of our journey, to be resolved, of course.

Thanks so much for reading…and for commenting. Such an honor, really.

Be well.

gg

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Adele Nicols's avatar

I turn 70 on the first day of June. There. I said it.

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CG - Crazy Gnome's avatar

This is a brave and beautiful exposition, often when these things are brought into the light they lose a little of their power. As a culture we hide this type of death away in hospitals and behind closed doors, which makes it all the more dreaded. I am scared of these things too...

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Geoffrey Gevalt's avatar

Thanks so much for your thoughts Bea. We do hide away death.

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Kathy Folley's avatar

Well, now that explains so much about that character to me. Me thinks too that the gray May is working its black magic on you!

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Luz Marina Villeda's avatar

Profound, Geoffrey. Death is a subject that captivates me.

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Bar Cohen's avatar

May as well start with something ever present, yet often unacknowledged.

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Geoffrey Gevalt's avatar

Thanks, Bar Cohen.

And I so appreciate your having read it and commented.

Be well.

gg

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Penrose's avatar

True

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Geoffrey Gevalt's avatar

high praise. thank you.

gg

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JoAnna Easton's avatar

It's not easy to cozy up to the thoughts, questions, fears surrounding death. Becoming a hawk sounds like a good outcome, but fiction. Diminishment haunts me too - thanks for admitting to the core, predetermined evolution through age to death.

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Geoffrey Gevalt's avatar

Thanks JoAnna. I wasn't sure whether to start my 'Journal' series with this, but what the heck. Thanks so much for reading and for restacking.

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